Yaoi Kitty daily Meal

Thank you all for joining this memorial day of my beloved Handphone's Death... It have been 3 years... or was it 2, Moto-chan (phone nick name) have been with me. It brings joy to my life when I feels down. It brings happiness when I am sad, It also made me sad somethimes when it's out of beterry...

I often smash it to the ground and drop it countless times, but it have neven onces give up on me, today... at 8.45am, Moto-chan decided to JUMP off the table and ends it's life without saying anything to me... I was sad, dissapointed and heart broken when I found out Moto-chan was white screened and cold beside me.... *sob*

But by all means... it's been a good handphone that acompany me for 3 years.. or was it 2... I am very glad to have it by my side and I hope we will all not forget about it.

May it rest in Peace now.. T_______T

MOTO-CHANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!! WHY!? WHYyYyYYyYyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!? WHY DO YOU HEAVE TO LEAVE ME!??!!?!/!?! WHAT HAVE I EVER DO TO YOU!? WHY DO YOU JUMP OFF AND WHITE SCREENED!? WHY?!!?!?!??!?!?!!????????????????????????????
(oi oi oi... do you have to ASK why!? you often smash it to the ground and drops it COUNTLESS time wei!!!! CELAKA!!!! ME ALSO DIE LA! DUN SAY THE PHONE!!!!! Orz.....)

Ps: o_O it still function as a MP3player.. lolz just that the screen is WHITED.. XD;;;;  I dun know witch one is the button to "music" >.>;;;; SO it's actully not completely dead... just...half way there? XD;;;

SMS the whole day with James few days ago and we end up talking about..........

Me: I think i know how all the hentai ji ji feels.... I am falling for MIO (from K-on)
James: Don't go to that path!
Me: But i can't help it!! My brain is filled with Mio-chan~~~ XD I am heading to Pin's path!!!
James: Pin's path is the path that never return!
Me: ................

SOrry Pin.. we mention you. XD lol!!!!!

Lately I've made frends with some people, there are not a bunch of rich people nor they're poor till they can't buy themself food. They are just a bunch of normal people with enough food and money to spend with familys...

But they all been trough some unexpacted life that changes their ways of living for the rest of their life.....

At the begining of the story.... A-san comes to work in this busy city because he want's to change his mother's life. He stopped school althow he don't want to, his teacher feels sad because he's a very claver student that score almost perfect on his papers. But without a father, his mother was the only one that works in a sewing workshop with the income of rm30 a day to support the livings of all her 6 childrens and pays money to A-san for study.

Day and night she work for almost 22hours a day, A-san always finds his mom tired after the long hours of work, but no matter how tired she was, she still place a smile on her tired face. Telling her kids not to worry about food everyday. She does random job for more income but all the things she do oni worth around rm1 or rm2, people keep taking avantage of her kindness and pays her less for what she gives.

A-san was sad to know that his mother fainted a few times and was sent to the hospital, He knows very well that this will never end unless there is more income, so he can change his mother's living and the living of his brothers and sisters. So he decided to quite school without his mother knowing and starts working at some stores that sells drugs. Drugs was commen for his country and because he knows drugs are expancive so he work there, he was reject a few times because he was underage but because of his starboness, the owner finally lets him in and start work. But he was never ones the one who direct deals with drug. All he does is collect the money after the boss sold the drugs.

The boss was a kind man, he knows that he have 6 brothers and sisters so he pays A-san rm20 each time he seccussfully collects the money from the people. So one day A-san earns around rm60 and was able to give it to his mother for livings so they won't have to worry anymore.

He happily took the money home but just when he opened the door to the house, he sees his mother holding a stick on her hand, an angry face placed on her face... the face that always only shows a smile on her turns into anger....

Without even him open his mouth to talk, his mother alredy beaten him up with the stick. She broke his leg and cryed along with her 6 frightened kids, telling him not to work at the drugs shop anymore. A-san felt so pain and yet he did not let a single tear drop, because he knows very well when his mother broke his leg his mother's heart was broken too. He just silently wait for someone to help him...

It took 2month for A-san's leg to recover, but he promise his mom that he will never work at the drug shop again and told her not to blame herself for what she did. 2month later, A-san's Uncle offers to take A-san out to the city so he can get some good job. A-san's mother did not agree because she loves her kid so much, and therefore there is no way she can let A-san go out to work at the age of 14.

A-san use 10days to talk to his mother about this and finally she agree to let him go out, but with one condition.... is to always write her a letter every week. So A-san went off with his uncle and started work in a office as a office boy.

He never fail to send a letter back every week as promise and a picture of himself along with it. Each time he took a picture of his smiling face, and somethimes he takes a picture of him and some friends he made.

after 5 years of working, he finally earn some money and he decided to go hom and visit his mother and his 6 brothers and sister. He happily brought himself a flight ticket and wrote a letter to inform the family about his returning.

A week after the letter, he was finally back at his hometown. He hurry runs to his house but the place where his house was turned into an empty space, he search the town but there is no sign of his mother and siblings... so he decided to ask the town people about his family, but unfortunetlly.... His family was killed during a fire 3 years ago.

He was so shock, he did not believe what they said and runs over to the place where his uncle stay and he was being told it was the truth. A-san could not accept the truth of the death of his family and killed himself a day after.....

The one who witness all this was A-san's uncle that's at his age of 65....

.......................................... am sad.........................................

Being able to recive this kind of salary is one thing, but BEING able to give your full "semangat" to work is another. If you can't keep up with the salary you're paid to work, wat for you want to susahkan people????

just quite the job! As if there will be no ppl to replace you like that. you're giving people problems, futher more you think you own the shop ah?? come on.. u're alredy 21 years old so USE your brain to the max!!!!!

Maybe you think we will die because you're not here but you're fucking wrong about it because we do fine... I sangup to come back to REPLACE you just because YOU din't show up at all. THANK YOU.

I tot you were a well trueted worker, because you were doing a fine job when I come to that place but now you're showing me no more then shit that you've leave.

I never tot that this will h append... oh well....

I dropped my glasses, that's all i can say to myself now.

oh~ there is a pic that i want to show you too~ =D hope you like it~ Take it as a prasent from me to you~ =D


FUCK OFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFfff

<-- dont you feel like this somethimes??

well............. I do.......... XD

I've been...............busy...............on top of that.....i feel like........dying........and I lack of "yumcha" days with my friends and I am ................ well, not so broke since i got my salary on the 20'th and i've alredy spend almost HALF of it to my mom and the remaining half become HALF and....well.......i guess i will survive...

here is a pix for you~ XD

I think i see a snow white lati blue girl.. O_O;;;  omg.. so cute...

and i always think lati girls are weird... .__.  I do think that.. i dun know why but i just dun like their girls...

OMG!!!!!  LATI!! YOU TRYING TO KILL ME?!

'then on the other hand... Dollmore wanna join Lati in killing me as well....

they come out with Kid Dollmore Boy - Charmant : Sleepy Eyes Pado - LE30.......... FUCK YOU!!!!!!!

Orz.....

It took me time to kill the long list i have now... now i think it's building up again... T_T  I should not see em you know.. i really should not....

*dies*

1st of all, I do not filter or lock my post because this is my journal. I do not mind even abit if you want to write things about me and did not lock or filter it. It's not like I do not know how to use the "lock" or "filter" function like all you smart people but I just dun wanna use it.

Being friend is one thing but being a frend that can be use is another....

Maybe you would think that's not am betray but it means to me, you TOLD me you do NOT know where to go since both side are good to you, so i told you that you should THINK carefully before you go. SINCE then, i've alredy very clear myself where I want my place to be.... but instead of NOT attending both... you choose to go YOUR way...

and that's fine with me.... and when that happend, you din't even tell me what's going on.. so i tot it was FINE as well, since well... we WERE friends.

I pretend to act like there is nothing happend and i even kept a secret from the girl about you calling me up and telling me what's bothering you when that happends.

But that was too much.... when I played dump and smile and act friendly like how i USE to be.. you were avoiding me like you see some horrible monster... well that's FINE too.

Thanks to you, I really found a place where I belong.... and being a fake friend is really hurting. I tought I can be more of a true frend for you but you made me feel fake.

Tagged by rodickparker 

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blog and replace any question that they dislike with a new, original question.

B) Tag eight people. Don't refuse to do that. Don't tag who tagged you.

1. Make a list of 5 things you can see without getting up.
- Computer screen, cellphone, keyboard, mouse, my own bag.

2. What is the last movie you watched?
- ................................... Finding memo =D

3. What are you wearing now?
- Wild Channel T-shit and green Jenz

4. What's your occupation?
- Free loader

5. Do you consider yourself a good friend?
- I guess?

6. What is one word you would use to describe yourself?
- Hentai~ XD

7. What's your current fandom/obsession/addiction?
- Shin Petshop of horror~

8. What was the last thing you ate today?
- Wan Tan Mee~~~

9. What would your perfect day consist of doing?
- Yaoi, yaoi, yaoi, yaoi, yaoi, and more yaoi~

10. What websites do you always visit when you go online?
- livejournal, Taobao, yam blog, hotmail, photofuckit and google.

11. What was the last thing you bought?
- Rm10 prepaid reload card.

12. What are you listening to right now?
- Weird laughter in the CC....

13. What do you think about before you go to bed at night?
- How to get more money

14. What was the last cd you bought?
- I D/L em... like all other ppl do~ unless someone is nice enough to buy me one. =D

15. What is your favourite weather, and why?
- Cloudy... because I know cloud will show up?

16. What is the last book you read?
- Shin Pet shop of horror vol5.

17. If you could have any job, regardless of training, what would it be?
- Seiyuu for the anime i like.

18. Yaoi, Yuri, both or none?
- BOTH!

19. What's one of your favourite movies?
- Rollerball~
 

Tagging these people with love;
....................................................... anyone also can le... T_T

Guy: Hello there Yelline~ How are you?
Me: =D GREAT!!! how are you!?
Guy: ha ha ha ha~~ I am fine too~ thank you.
Me: =D
Guy: So.... do you know IT?
Me: =D no.
Guy: ha ha ha... do you know what is Microsoft then?
Me: =D YEAH!
Guy: ha ha ha... Do you know who is Bill Gates?
Me: XD  The Person who created Blue screen!!!!!!!
Guy: AH HA HA HA HA HA HA!!! oi... that's not a good impression of him...
Me: .__. and he din give me good impression by forcing a blue screen to me....
Guy: ha ha ha ha ha ha ha!!!

It's fun.... .__. really......

YouTube Meme!!!!!!!! (come do with me! O_O sounds wong...)

( show me 10 youtube movie you watchinging..... )

"shi, mi, me, yu, ki, sa, a"
by Kagrra
Lyrics by Isshi
Music by Akiya

hakanasa ni miserare
    utakata ni nagasare
        urei no toki wa ima
            watashi wo tsutsunde

me wo fusagi    haruka omou    togireta kioku    hirogeta ude e

awai yume wa sou ima demo    kokoro fukaku nemuru no

hakanasa ni miserare
    utakata ni nagasare
        urei no kaze wa ima
            sotto fukare

ko no ha no odoru    minamo ni haete    yubi wo karamete    kuchizuke kawasu

natsukashisa ni idakarete    tobira ni te wo kakeru no

hakanasa ni miserare
    utakata ni nagasare
        urei no toki wa ima
            watashi wo tsutsunde

tada hohoemi ukabe    shizuka ni iki wo tomete    yakusoku no ano tochi e    yurameku mama

toiki ga mau kono kisetsu wa    shiroi keshou hodo koshi    watashi no naka tokete yuku

fukaku fukaku tokete tokarete

hakanasa ni miserare
    utakata ni nagasare
        urei no toki wa ima
            watashi wo tsutsunde
shuuen wa yasashiku
    kono mi wo hikihanasu
        urei no kaze wa ima
            watashi wo hakonde

tada hohoemi ukabe    shizuka ni iki wo tomete    yakusoku no ano tochi e    yurameku mama

kanata made hirogaru    usugumo no naka e    hikari ni michibikarete    yurameku mama

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Yet another Kaggra Goodie I wanna share.. =D  I just love this PV.. it makes me HAPPY! O_Olllllllllll

Thankz for yazlu for introducing this wonderfull anime to me last time, it is still my fav till now. and the most fav part that make me smile is this last preform and the song was really awsome.

I've got a feeling (not yaoi base..mind you! XD)

TEEN TITANS!!!! XD GO GO PUFFY AMI YUMI!!!!

When theres trouble you know who to call
teen titans!
from their tower they can see it all
teen titans!
when theres evil on the attack
you can rest knowing they got your back
cause' when the world needs heroes on patrol
teen titans go!
with their super powers they unite
teen titans!
never met a villain that thy liked
teen titans!
theyve got the bad guys on the run
they never stop til' the job gets done
cause when the world is losing all control
Teen titans go!
Teen titans go!
If your heart is black you better watch out
you cannot escape the teens
when they catch you there wont be any doubt
youve been beaten by the teens___
beaten by the teens___
t-e-e-n-t-i-t-a-n-s teen titans lets go!
t-e-e-n-t-i-t-a-n-s teen titans lets go!
t-e-e-n-t-i-t-a-n-s teen titans lets go!
t-e-e-n-t-i-t-a-n-s teen titans lets go!
When theres trouble you know who to call
teen titans!
from their tower they can see it all
teen titans!
when theres evil on the attack
you can rest knowing they got your back
cause' when the world needs heroes on patrol
teen titans go!
Teen titans go!
1-2-3-4 go!
Teen titans!

Kagrra - Utakata (english) lyrics

These fragile scattered thoughts
Brilliant like a flower in full bloom
However, often we pass the seasons by
I'm sure you can hear my voice

If i had wings on my back
I would follow you
On the thread of my memory
And hold you once more

Desire pours down on you
Beyond sorrow

These fragile scattered thoughts
Brilliant like a flower in full bloom
However,often we pass the seasons by
I'm sure you can hear my voice

Meeting and parting
However, much we look back it's already washed away
By tears, and when
Will they flow so much i will drown
By thoughts of you

Desire pours down on you
At the end of our fate
If ever we met once more
I believe in these feelings i am singing of

Desire pours down on you
Beyond sorrow
If ever we met once more
I would think of your tears

Time flows by
Remembering things from a distant past
On that day the stars
Sparkled more than anything
And i felt eternity

Desire pours down on you
Beyond sorrow
If ever we met once more
I would think of your tears


Check Them out!!!! http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kagrra

They are still my fav band~ =D  I luv em!!! X3

and lastly... a song from Ayaka and Kobukuro~~ "winding road"

Kengo Ohkuchi


Eiki Kitamura


I wan doll that luuk like em!! O_O  (impossible!!!!!!!!) Orz

Me and Kas spend the whole day playing at Alex workshop yesterday... we did make something. I made a cheap looking sofa but that's ok! no one will look at it. I just want the dolls to sit on it~ =D

Then Alvin join us.. ._. we suppose to call him when we are going over to alex place but we forget and when we arrive after 2 hours later, he called and ask why din't we call him. we totolly forgot about him. LOLZ

and he spend around 1 hour plus to reach, by the time he reach... all of us were damn hungry. The oni one who survive at that moment was Alex punya guy.. name alex as well. lolz~ XD

the whole day we have to driff both alex by adding "alex BOY" or "Alex girl". XD

After lunch we are back to the workshop to do stuff again..... *skip to dinner* we had korean food. =D  and we all found out Alvin thinks KIMCHI is weird.... (actully I think it's weird too.. XD;;; the taste....) but we still get to have beef! =3

will post the cheap sofa pic tonite. if i survive.. T_T